The only impossible journey is the one you never begin.
– Tony Robbins
If you met me today, you’d find me to be someone who is deeply committed to my self-exploration and growth. But it wasn’t always that way. As a young, shy, sensitive child, I found it hard to feel everything deeply, and still navigate the world as a bigger place. I grew up in a strict but loving, devoutly Catholic home, that had a lot of change and turmoil, and we moved every few years. While my parents wanted to give us everything they didn’t have, what I really craved was stability and a sense of belonging.
There was a lot of pressure to be good, and to do the right thing. We put a lot of emphasis on being well mannered, and well liked, and less on being who we are, and feeling how we felt. It made it hard to cope, and as a young girl, I found myself numbing and distracting myself with food and TV, which later became alcohol and boys. With every move I could feel myself growing more rebellious and resentful, and I slowly started to turn off the very sensitivity that had guided me up to that point.
I found the stability I was craving by working in a nice, secure job in dentistry and built a nearly 20-year career there.
I knew that it wasn’t my true calling, but I’d been raised believing that you have to finish what you start, so I continued in the industry, even when every part of my body demanded I stop.
While it brought the certainty I’d lacked growing up, my body thought otherwise. I’d experience migraines, a numb face, and a lot of unhappiness. This was the beginning of my marijuana dependency.
My journey brought me to Vancouver, BC where I was surrounded by great friends, and also a healing dream team of naturopaths, chiropractors, and yoga instructors. Slowly I started listening to my body again and felt empowered to make some big changes, starting with my addiction to pot.
Even the most basic things like going for a walk, or getting groceries
seemed impossible to do without weed.
And it wasn’t soothing anymore. I’d found myself in a constant fog, feeling paranoid, and my relationship in turmoil. I knew I needed to make a change.
My healing experience brought me to study with some of the biggest thought leaders in the field. I have a diploma in holistic
I studied with Dr. Divi Chandna, a family doctor and medical intuitive, who helped me recognize the connection between my suffering, and all the feelings I’d suppressed since childhood. I learned how my beliefs impacted my wellness, how to create new neural
This work brought me to studying Dr. Gabor Maté’s compassionate inquiry of trauma, addiction, and suffering. I’ve trained with David Elliott in breathwork healing, and have expanded my studies into
Holistic health is a lifelong journey, but once you get to the root cause of your suffering, you’re able to find the tools that will best help you shift it so you can embrace the freedom and clarity on the other side.
Ready to bring more mindfulness to how you feel?
I've created this free guide with the basics you need to start shifting things for the positive. Inside you'll learn about:
- The Abraham-Hicks Emotional Scale
- Essential Oils to Evoke Positive Emotions
- Holistic Services that Move Emotions
This simple guide will help you identify what you’re experiencing, so you can shift it for the better. It’s time to bring more joy into your life. #choosefreedomoversuffering